Ask and you shall receive..but maybe not
If you ask me, I might tell you. But I just dont know where to begin. Thats why I never look you up when things happen. My mind is filled with images, illusions and an ocean filled with words. I can hide it with a smile, but it never lasts long. I can never hide my emotions, neither can i describe how I'm feeling. Maybe i could hold your hand and transmit how i feel to you, then maybe you will understand. Have you ever imagined yourself being hung on by a noose around your neck? Can your weight pulling your body down and the noose cutting into your flesh, covering your chest and shoulders with blood? Swinging lifelessly in a prison cell, as the pain gets more intense. You shed tears of hurt and not pain. you could just shoot yourself in the head to end it all. But you chose the noose. why? cos you love the pain. You hope that the pain will help to release all your angst and hurt that keeps banging against your ribcage, longing to be released. You laugh to yourself as the pressure rushes to your head. Think you look ugly? Yes you do. Fucking ugly..
posted by Janice Julandria @ 10:28 PM
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