death is the only solution to end all pain
I'm bleeding. slashedthe wounds open again. This only happens when the people i truly love hurtme. Is there something wrong with me? I don't know. Escapismfrom the pain through the presence of blood. Don't try to take the blade away from me. It feels good against my skin. Slicing through my flesh..Escapism. I don't know what else to do.Jumping seems like the only answer right now. Whats wrong with me? There is always something wrong with me. I have faults that I can never correct. No matter what I do, I'll never be the perfect person that you want me to be. You make your requests sound so simple, but yet I find it hard to do. I wish I was alone in this world where I dont have to answer to anyone. I know you mean well, but I cant seem to compromise.
I dont want to hurt you anymore. I just want to leave. Please let me go. I know that I will miss you if I walk out the door, because I love you. But I dont want to cause you more pain. I rather destroy myself then to make you cry.
In this world, all I can ever wish for is the day that I can do things to make you smile and not shed tears ofpain. I appreciate you and I will always greet you every morning with a cheery voice in hope that I will get the same reaction in return. Now I know that eventhough you maybe smiling at me, your heart is bleeding inside. Let me go.. it will be better for all of us this way.
If I can never be the daughter that you want, there is no use keeping me here.
posted by Janice Julandria @ 9:53 PM
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